Start Without You

I am leaving home. That scares me but I am also so excited. When I move in Sunday for definite its me and Leeroy and another girl called Annah then Leon is joining us in our house a week into Freshers. One mystery person is yet to reveal themeselves!
So I have rewritten this blog a million times, mostly due to the fact I have way too much to say about people and have had to condense down and delete paragraphs upon paragraphs. You guys know what you mean to me so hopefully this will be enough.

Charlie Oakley. I fell in love this summer. Its been dramatic to say the least but its also been incredible. I will never forget any of the time we spent together. I know I don't need to say anything else.
The girls have definitely made this summer amazing whether it was hilarious nights at the pub, midnights at the beach or back in the days of lunches in Cafe D I will miss Dawn Cottrel, Sophie Clarke, Cherise Yau, Amelia Greenwood, Nancy Reynolds, Natalie Garland, Gee Butler and honourary girl Joe Miller a ridiculous amount and will probably have to speak to them A LOT if I want to actually survive away from them.
My holiday in Malia and frequent nights on the lash with Sammie Gray, Jessica Chitsen, Leanne Hayward and Becky Mileham have been awesome. Never gonna be able to forget the nights when Sammie was crowned Dribbler and we convinced everyone Becky was german!!

Since school I have had my drama friends who have turned into a whole network of people from the Farnham area so Steph Cann, Laura Harvey, Ellen McGowen and all the other boys and girls. I love you lots and thank you for being amazing, I am going to miss you loads.
Georgina Meckiffe, you girl I can safely say are one of my best friends. You are completely mental and crazy but fabulous. Looking forward to your trips down to Bournemouth and partying away together.
I'm just going to miss way too many people to talk about, Fleet lot, history girls and just everyone else who is amazing. I love you alll!!!!



I'm going to miss my family so much too! I think my mum is especially worried about not having anyone to talke to as all she'll now have is my dad and 15 year old brother.

I think in prep for uni my slight OCD has got worse, I have made pages of lists of ALL my stuff so that I am totally organised when I move out and don't forget stuff. But i'll be the one smiling when people are complaining they forgot stuff and I have everything.

3 days!! xxx

For the First Time

 "What are we doing?"

"We're being spontaneous, Tash." 

Yesterday was beautiful. One of those days where I will always look back and smile. Lying on the beach in the rain... stupid, cold, wet but ridiculously romantic at the same time.

YMCA night out in Fleet was hilarious and so fun (until a fight broke out and couple of friends got kicked out and then I spent an hour driving everyone home. Jess's black eye is a beaut though.)

University in 8 days I am going to miss so many people but this is a new chapter in my life and I'm facing it head on. Don't know if I'll still blog at uni, may create a whole new one and make it slightly less personal. Going to be hard enough leaving people without rubbing certain parts of my life in their face.

Photos for my photo wall were delivered. Looked through them with my mum and actually got quite emotional. They include photos my 18th, holidays in Portugal, Malia and Crete, nights out everywhere and have all my favourite people in them. Ahh I think I'm doing a Dawn and getting all teary eyed lol.

xx

Make You Feel My Love

Cannot stop singing that Adele song!! I know its old, its a bit dreary but I love it! I suppose its quite reflective and I've been reflecting a lot lately.

Cannot believe people are turning 19 and further can't believe that in 2 months and 1 day I myself will be 19! It just seems ridiculously old.

So suitingly for Sophie's birthday we thought we'd go for a nice meal at the Swan pub, act like grown ups together for the last time before university. But then realising that we don't actually intend on growing up in any shape or form if we have to decided to go on a late night adventure to Frensham Ponds.

Of course due to it being midnight it was closed but that didnt stop us venturing in in the dark. And when I say dark it was bloody dark!!!

With Izzy's camera precariously balanced on Jack's car bonnet we set the timer and posed at the shut gates. That night was one of the best send off's that could have possibly been, I am going to miss everyone so much!

 Then last night we welcomed in Sophie's birthday at Cherise's and watch This is England 86 which was AMAZING!!!! 

Yesterday day was one of the best, literally like going back to when exams had just finished and the summer had just begun.

Your singing never fails to put a smile on my face, or your dancing for that matter. 

xxx

Teenage Dreams

So I'm hoping this week will be better than last week.
I've had a realisation about two things in my life. Two massively major things about my life.

One, I need to sort out and give up because otherwise it could spiral out of my control, like it has done this week and today.

The other, I realised I can't actually live without and no matter what else life throws at me it will always be a part of me, and hopefully vice versa as was also proved this week.

"No regrets, just love..." - Katy Perry

x

Up

Russel. The cutest and chubbiest animated child ever.

Things are looking up.

London and Legally Blonde with Joe today :) xxx