Goodbye Waves.

For two years I have attended the Sixth Form College Farnborough, it has become a home from home at times, an escape from things which are causing tension and mostly just a really fun place to be. I have made probably more genuinely good friends in the space fo 2 years than I did in the 5 years at school. I have always been the girl who bounces between friendship groups, from the start of school I had my 'school mates' then my 'drama mates' from Farnham and they always clashed. I would like to safely say that I have found a group which I full fit into and I love them all dearly. They love me for who I am, dont pressure me into being something I'm not which happened throughout school and with these girlies I have grown up. God knows what would have happened to my life if one brazen, portugese looking boy had walked up to me in my drama lesson as I stood by myself, held out his hand and said 'Hi I'm Joe Miller, and this is Dawn'.

Dawn and Joe were my first best friends at college, i still love them dearly, me and Dawn have stood by each other through tough times in both our lives and I know we will be there for each other in the future. Joe has never failed to make me laugh or give me an opportunity to laugh at him. Although I know you are as camp as christmas and the most musical theatre person I have ever met (maybe apart from miss Sara Lacey). You also basically got me through my media AS haha. So I would firstly like to say I LOVE YOU DAWN AND JOE!!!! If it wasnt for you guys I probably wouldnt have got through Drama, Media and Musical Theatre last year. (cue: above photo of AS drama last year!)
If it was not for you beautiful people I would never have met all my other wonderful friends I have managed to get myself at college. Lol. Sophie you are brilliannt babes and i love how we just get on and can bitch about anyone haha or love the same people, you are honestly another person who I count as a best friend. China!!!!! and Meliaa!!! are regular shouts that occur when I see you girlies in cafe d or wherever and you are both sooo funny and brilliant I'm just so happy you guys are such goood friends of mine :) I'm no longer gonna name drop cos I will eventually forget people but everyone who i ritualistically have lunch with in cafe d I love you, you have probably made me laugh more than anyone. (Even if you do accuse me of my laugh sounding like a baby from the SMA advert!!)

As I mentioned before I had my 'drama friends' when at school, well from tthese friends was an extension of peoples who live within the Farnham area and praise the lord I ended up in a seat next to Miss Laura Harvey in AS Media and again in A2 English this year. You my dear have been fab, such an amazing listener and just putting up with me for 2 years you should recieve a bloody medal. And through your lovely self and also a year of AS english with Ellen I have become better friend with you guys than before.

Media this year has been amazing also and probably all thanks to the annoyingness of mr Alex Mitchell, you absolutely get on my tits boy but I cant hel but love you... and slightly bully at the same time.(loving the fact i'm trying to strangle you in this photo) Kat and James have been absolute diamonds!!!! (left of the pic doing the funny faces!) and I still stand by my theory that you two will end up together, eventually... then we can make our video game and have a pub/bar called the Kat and Salmon... get it? :P hahaha I have loved Matilda all year too, constantly cracking the best and most subtle jokes ever!! especially in relation to dans shoes and the clothing of certain people in our class haha. love it, gonna miss you guys!!!

I'm definatly going to forget people.

Lottie Morley you absolutley mental girl you have helped me get through drama this year even when it has been utterly shite. Ash Stewart you absolute gem of a girl, someelse who has put up with me through English and let me copy them... occasionally.
History from this year is going to be one of the things I miss most of all.
The Girls = Me, Amy, Emily C, Emily D, Holly, Ellie and honerary girl Adam - you guys have made history hilarious at times and totally totally hilarious, This inculdes our love for Chris and starting the Geoff Layton Fan Club. Another person I count as my best friend would have to be mr Charlie Oakley, probably spoken to you everyday since september and surprisingly still stayed friends with you even if you turned up to my birthday in a very very tight morph suit haha. I have stood by you through your troubles as you have through mine and for that I am eternally grateful!!

I will probably continue these thanks in a later blog once i've thought "SHIT I forgot..." and if thats you, it doesnt mean i love you less its just that i am a total retard and remembering things :P

So this week has been tough if i must say but also rather good. Saturday was one of the best nights I have had in a very long time, out for Ellen babes's birthday in guildford and partying at her house then Dusk didnt fail to disappoint. I got SOOOO DRUNK (as you can probably tell by the picture of me which I dont even remeber being taken) I do not regret my actions that night but I do regret how they hurt the one person I least wanted to find out about it. Sam i'm sorry and I know you're not talking to me at the moment but I just want to let you know that I am truely sorry.
Monday and Tuesday were HOT, I even ventured to college with no tights on!!! Sunbathing on the field seemed to be the perfect end to the perfect 2 years, made magical by the balloons that facinated me and Cherise. I even burnt my shoulders and achieved a suntan!!! crazy times.
Today I had my AS English Language retake and it went soo well!!!!! but I have been stressing about it all week therefore banned myself from facebook and blogging and my computor in general which was surprisingly easy, the 50 notifications onfacebook when i popped it up today were quite satisfying and the message I had been dreading was barable.
Finding someone special in your life who has been right infront of your nose for a while is a shock but a lovely one. You have successfully made me smile so many times when I would rather have cried and just given up. The cheeky grin is what makes you and probably what makes me like you so much. Although being told by a few people that i am an 'idiot' or that i'm 'fucking stupid' i dont care because I know you. and you know me and how we feel. I promise you summer will be magical, I promise to always care about you, I promise to always stand by you like I always have done. But you know this already so I spose I'm just validating it on here for both our sakes. Love you.

I am in such a goood mood :) the picture above pretty much sums up how I plan to spend my summer, not just with those lovely ladies and possibly living at sophie's house just so I can see her dog everyday (happiest dog inthe world!) but just lazy, casual, fun and memorable.
This may be dampened by the fact I now have to write 1000 words worth of history notes for drama tomorrow but I will be happen when I return to the joys of facebook.
Last day of college tomorrow. Its been emotional. Its been hilarious. Its been memorable.
Love xxx