When you've been used to the perfect and incredible nature of the bubble when it bursts the only instinct is to defend yourself. Disguise your hurt feelings with anger and lash out. I'm sorry for this but its how I react, I very rarely cry if upset its usually when i'm angry.
So today I have played my 'loud' playlist at top volume all day, throughout my revision. So the sounds of Be Your Own Pet, The View, Arctic Monkeys, 30 Seconds to Mars and many other loud people have helped me to my final decision.
Also the wise words of my amazing friends. Dawn you're like a fucking mind reader :P stop it you.
Second chances are the hardest things ever.
But are worth it if you care that much about someone.
Next move is yours.
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