Cupid

Good Evening.
Wow I have quite alot to speak of, the past few days have been rather eventful. At times highly lovely and wonderful and amazing and i have been the happiest i've been in a long time. Then yesterday I had a very stressful event involving me having a panic attack before work. But I shall tell all in due course.

DRAMA EXAM on wednesday went alrighhht. I dno.. I knew it wasnt going to be the best exam of my life, and I ran out of time (god knows how when it was 2 and half hours) but i was just so relieved that it was OVER! There was no emotional goodbye that will follow my other exams it was just a matter of discussing the questions for a small time then hitting Maccie D's with Dawny (Y) Where we had such an interesting chat especially about a certain "Ciley Myrus" haha love it

So yea since then it has been vigorous revision for media on tuesday and then for history on wednesday!!!! Now the proper exams are starting and the pressure is building. I have been struggling to work out how on earth you are actually meant to revise for media so have been doing loads of history but managed to get a full day done today, so tomorrow will be split between history content and essay structure for my 2 and half hour media exam.

But as I was saying before I hit a bit of a speed bump yesterday. I have been in the happiest of moods ever and after friday night I honestly had no reason to be less than amazingly happy.  Although I have previously said I wouldnt mention this person anymore in my blog, people need to be aware of this oddity which occured as it is so unbelievable you should be humiliated but this will be kept breif. (Dno why i'm addressing him as he promised to stop reading this) But yes my ex boyfriend who clearly seems to have lost it decided cos he was 'paranoid' to hack into my email and facebook accounts, have a nose round then change my passwords. I received confirmation of these actions by a text when I woke up to get ready for work yesterday which he had sent at 3am. His excuse he was 'bored' what the hell!  My rents then took charge of the situation as this is clearly bordering on harrassment and ended up having 'a word' whilst I was at work. And although he came out with a reel of excuses there is not excusing this attention seeking action. One excuse being that my security questions were clearly to easy and anyone could break into it. No one is crazy enough to break into peoples acocunts though, clearly apart from him. Another excuse that he'd been told i'd cheated on him by his oh so trustworthy friends so clearly that gives him the right to look through my private stuff. IT DOESNT! I didnt cheat, that disgusts me that he could even think that. So to sam, get out of my life, get your own one and grow up.

But my stressful day was all but washed away with a rather fun evening at Mr Grant Tubridy's house for his 18th birthday, there was his family and a few select friends ;) (only the cool people obvs) and my evening there involved some heavy drinking of the vino and gossiping with peoples who i had not seen in a whilee. The Cupid Shuffle (an amazing song to dance to) has to be the song of the night and now just fills me of images of us all dancing in Grants living room too it. Brilliant. Grant I also love your mum. she is brilliant haha and even though I dont think she had seen me for yearss she was still as nice as ever. Singing as loud as possible with George was hilarious aswell.

That photo just sums up the end of the night, I also could not believe how much his little sister had grown up as the last time i saw her was about 6 years ago haha.

The aspect of my life which is making me happier than I have been in a long time is a certain guy named Charles. I literally love that we just get on, I mean we always have done literally since the moment we met when we got told off for talking about House of Fraser and not the Falklands war, but I'm just glad nothing has changed. Even a simple text from you makes me smile so thank you, and you already know how much you cheered me up when i was super stressed yesterday. <3 so thank you and also for a lovely evening on friday, even if i did make you miss the football haha

Talking of football I am well getting into this whole world cup business! Even if we did draw with the US... we'll never hear the end of it. I'm so into it i even made my brother put an england flag in his bedroom window (well i cant have it in mine).

Love to all xxxxxxxx