The Only Exception

 Hayley Williams has done it again. Her incredible voice has managed to make me feel totally emotional just by listening to one song.  The Only Exception is AMAZING and makes me wanna sing it at thetop of my voice at everybody in my life who I love. Makes me realise how much I love my family, my boyfriend and my friends. Listen to it and you will understand :) and if you dont then you clearly don't appreciate Paramore enough.

So i havent had much time to do my blog this week so this one may be quite long and as it late it may not make alot of sense.
Sunday was a bad day. I dont usually have bad days but I properly crashed, I felt awful with my mood going from mediumly shit to feeling like I wanted to sleep and never wake up to reality.  The stuff I was worrying about is still there but it was forgetten on Monday morning when looking in my bank account HELLO money. It was so hard not to spend it all in the first few hours but I waited and for good reason.
On Tuesday I saw my beautiful and wonderful friend Miss Steph Cann.  We have been friends for years, mainly form the years of drama and singing and musicals haha. So we went shopping in Guildford where I bought so much. Lunch was funny as we went into Costa and there was a guy who used to be in my AS history class last year who left college. So we were queing and i did the thing all girls do when they see someone they know but dont know well enough to speak to and whether it is actually them or they will recognise you. So i did the eye talk of "i think i know that guy" and then mouthed "i think he used to go to my college".  This of course would have been fine.  If I had actually mouthed it and not whispered it slightly as he turned to serve us. embarrassing!! so we gave him our panini's to toast and he then he casually said "I knew you at farnborough sixth didnt I" then followed a tre tre awkward conversation.  But it made me think how funny it is when you see people who arent actually friends and its totally awkward,knowing whether or not to speak to them. The people that qualify for this Avoid or Awkward chat catagory are:
- friends of friends or friends of friends of friends
- boyfriend's friends
- people you've met when drunk
- that person you've sat next to once/twice in a lesson
- the person you got on really well with last year but now they've dropped it and you have nothing to talk about
You know what I'm talkign about :) and I bet those have happened to you at some point lol

But yea back to tuesday, was lovely with Steph and I did force her to watch 90210 but other than that it was great, and we could have talked for england. Dinner made in the Cann-way, as steph put it, was amazing!!! And soooon we have the world famous Cann Cocktail Partyy. Last year was priceless and this year should be sooo fun too! Emily Webster knows what I'm talking about ;)

One down side to this holiday has been that I havent seen much of any of my girls, didnt get to go out for Leanne's birthday as I didnt have any money then wednesday I couldnt go to cambers with them as I was in Farnham with Dickie and Adam (which was hilarious, mainly due to us trying to explain what a chav was to an american girl and also Gavin and Stacey) then thursday I wasnt feeling great so didnt go to the cinema. So I would like to take this opportunity to say I love you Samantha Gray, Leanne Hayward, Jess Chitsen and Becky Mileham. And I cannot wait for MALIAAA!!
My other girlies I have not seen due to the mountain of college work I still have facing me and also that they went to Paris.  I did of course have a nosey at the photos as soon as they got back and they managed to look gorgeous in all of them :) Dawn did promise to try and bring back the Eiffel Tower for me but I dont think she couldget it on the Eurostar without people staring :)

I have my first full day at Whistles tomorrow :) and my uniform is sooo nice! then in the evening we're having a party at home for my dad's 50th. even tho mum and dad are still referring to it as a gathering as I think the word party scares them the fact that there is over 40 people that deifinitely qualifies as a party!

Laav you all xxx