Sunshineee

I seem to have a work ethic at the moment which entails me doing one large piece of work, feeling proud of myself but then not continuing any other work as that 4 pages seems suitable enough for one day. This is often coupled with frequent eatings of easter chocolate (I have overcome my dislike for it now) and other various snacks which will mean that I will return to college the size of a WHALE! Other procrastinations involve singing loudly and being distracted by songs which i have to spontaneously dance to.  Currently I have listened to Walk Away by Kelly Clarkson about 7 times in a row and sung the lyrics at the top of my voice all of these times. (there is no one in to hear so its ok) I dare any girl to listen to it and not want to grab her microphone whether it be her hairbrush or remote control (both have served me fine). "I'm looking for attention, not another question. Should you stay or should you go? Well, if you don't have the answer, why are you still standin' here? Hey, hey, hey, hey! Just walk away..."

Its sunny outside!!!! Its literally so beautiful. The sort of sunny thats great because its not too hot due to a slight breeze and theres enough clouds in teh sky for you to make lil shapes out of the but not enough to cover the sun. Perfect for lying on a rug with a picnic and a boy. But i am not lying on a picnic rug and my boy is not here.  I am forcing myself to remain in my room doing work because I dont wanna leave all my work for the last weekend. My only consolation is that my bedroom window is abnormally large (even the window fitter commented on it and he prob fits millions of windows) so I have a large sky view from my room. (cue the photo..)

One problem with such nice weather as I have just discovered is the huge f#ck off wasps which like to fly into your bedrooms. After opening all the windows in my room its decided to leave but now I am left with probably an hour or so of jumping at any buzzing noise or a brush against my skin. I hate wasps.

I have sent mother out with the film from my grandads camera to get it developed. Its soo exciting having a film developed, much more than digital cameras when you know everything that is on there even before you get home.  I think most of the pics on there are from when it snowed but I just finished it on tuesday with some photos of an unsuspecting boyfriend. The last lot were a bit of a failure as I lost 1/2 of them by opening the back of the camera too soon and they got zapped by the sunlight which was a tad annoying. I need to buy a new flash and the one which my papa had to go with it has only worked once. Unfotunately this one time was as I pulled it fromt he case when my nan first gave it to me and naively held it up to inspect and said "how does this work?" pressing the button at the same time.  I was without sight for a number of minutes and now leanrt not to hold a camera flash up to your face. It hurts and temporary blindness is not fun.

It has just dawned on me that this is infact another form of procrastination and distraction from the mountain of work I need to do! So I shall stop and do some history or something...

Oh and I still dont have my money so I am stuck inside for another day, if it doesnt come tomorrow I may cry and die a little bit inside. My problem is that I have already like spent it in my mind by making a list of everything I want to buy. The band of brother box set has now been added to it and possibly the Friends and How I met Your mother box sets too! Also may need a new digital camera, my pink slidey one has served me very well but I think it may be on its way out. Especially after it was thrown on the floor by someone who hasn't actually ever apologised and just either denys it or laughs about it! The massive dent on the front of my camera serves as significant proof!!! (yes I have circled it)

Good day to youu xxxx

p.s. may just have to make a playlist for dancing-in-the-mirror-and-singing-in-your-hairbrush-when-everyone-is-out songs