Born From a Boombox

Step Up 3 - even though I wish I had seen it in 3D it was good. Script and overal cinematography not that great as even I cringed at some of the edits but te dancing made up for it. Dancing out of the cinema was not my best move though as I definitely embarrassed those around me.

Deluded is one word I think fits this situation quite well, and also ridiculous how they think they can come across all high and mighty and as if they feel sorry for me! Well thanks to the sad actions of this person, who doesn't even know me or anything about my life, I have lost a friend.  At first I was beyond angry and literally could not wait to take this up forcefully with them in person but now I realise that I could never do that. Not because I'm not angry but because I feel sorry for them more than I dislike them. I take pity on the fact that you can't seem to stop lying.
Thats another thing, this just proves that everything else that has been said (like the fictional email) was in fact a lie.

After losing one friend, over the past couple of weeks I have gained a really good one. Its weird how you can know someone for two years but I suppose only through other people then all of a sudden you're close enough to just ring them for a chat.   Even if when trying to have a serious conversation they start crying with laughter on the other end. But I suppose in that sense he's kept me grounded and not overly emotional which can sometimes come from chats with girl mates. I'd better get used to it though I have another 3 years of him at Bournemouth.

Coffee with Sam on friday went well even if I did cough and manage to embarrass myself by making all the foam on top of my hot chocolate explode into the air! I honestly just can't help myself. Walking disaster. I also ended up feeling totaly under dress as Mr Big Shot Read sat in his suit after a day at work and I was there in hoodie and leggings. But I'm proud of him and was good to have a catch up.


D-DAY is on th 19th, month after results. Leaving home, leaving everyone, leaving you.
It will be hard but I've always known that and am totally ready to deal with it. I think. I want to say so much more but for now I won't.
I'm off to work.
Love x