Waiting

What is with bin lorrys, especially the recycling ones. Even when they're not outside your house they are so ridiculously loud then once they do actualy make it to your house they're there for what seems like an hour! All I'm asking for is a le in after a weekend of working but no!

Its my brothers birthday today! Cannot believe he's 15. Crazy times, well he is now about a foot taller than me and has a very low voice but its still hard to believe.
I'm taking him into Camberley later to go and watch the A-Team which should be rather good. I'm quite relieved its not in 3D as the 3D glasses do get rather annoying, especially if you're blind like me and have to wear your other glasses at the same time or then give up and everything is 3D but blurry.

Also Happy Birthday to Miss Gee Butler!!!! Our meal out last night was lovely, got to see some people I hadn't seen in a long time such as Joe who I hadn't seen since Leavers. Ridiculous! Discovering that the background music at Frankie and Benny's is basically the perfect Kareoke compilation was funny. So we had some pretty good renditions of Stand by Me and Pretty Woman.

So the next couple of weeks are me on a kind of detox, whether it will work I don't know. So far it hasn't and I probably almost ruined everything friday but I'm gonna try and keep my mouth shut from now on. Everything is always going to be in two parts, how I feel and what I should say. From now on what I should say is my priority because I'll only get hurt if I pursue the other one, also it was made clear that nothing can change. You know me well enough to know what I'm actually thinking anyway so pretending is probably the best way forward.

Once again I am slightly playing cupid. Waking up sunday morning to two text messages, one saying "Your best friend is fiiiiiit!" and the other saying "Your mate **** is actually really hot!" meant that I could take advantage of he fact neither of these people got the courage to speak to each other but both saw each other out. We shall see what happens hehe.