HOLIDAY TOMORROW!!!
And I am finally excited, I don't know whats been wrong with me. With everything thats been going on I've kind of not really allowed myself to get excited about it. But now thank god its setting in and I am buzzing for Crete and a week with my family to just chill out!
Last night I went for drinks at the slug with Ellen, Steph and Laura which was really gooood as I haven't spoken to them in forever and the last time I saw them I could only say my big news and not explain it. As they hit the cocktails I stuck to the soft drinks and it was a lovely evening. Apart from when I managed to get lost on the way to pick up Ellen and Laura and was driving around Folly Hill for god knows how long. But other than that it was lovely to have a catch up.
So then today I worked for the last time before my holiday and I also realised before I get my results! SO SCARY. 13 days now until I know whether my life is over or carrying on to a new chapter. I can't think about either outcome. But I have had one decision which is tre hard and diffciult but probably worth the sacrifice. If I get into Bournemouth I will be selling my Reading ticket, as I have not been working as much as I thought I would be over the holidays and wont have any money for Freshers week. If I fail at life then I will be at Reading getting drunk off my face trying to forget everything! So if any of you people know anyone who would be interested in a Early Bird Weekend Camping Ticket then let me know. I did some last minute shopping including some surprise purchases for after my holiday and found the most amazing nail varnish which smells like apricots! Ridonculous (as Sophie would say).
Of course like when I went on holiday before I will miss people, including people I havent seen this week as well. Crete won't be the same without my Malia girls and I promised I wouldn't return to our sacred town of partying. As its a 2 hour drive I think thats a good enough reason too.
I have been thinking alot recently and although I know stuff has changed and everything may be different I still don't feel any different. I will act as I did in Malia, loyal, and I guess all I can do is hope its returned. I spose I should listen to Burchy and "Be Strong" haha.
So I have until wednesday with mum, dad and mike then we are being joined by the Somerset Salmons, the Duanes and hopefully Amber if she can get a flight! Fingers crossed. AHHHH EXCITED!!!! This time I am not going to inflict third degree burns on myself so i will reluctantly be putting on the factor 50 if needs be. Only because I have the translucent skin of a bloody vampire. Come on tan!!!
Goodbye Rainy England, Hello Sunny Sunny Crete. x
I missed you and I can't wait to see you when I get back. Love you x
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