Lorraine Ellison.
Probably not heard of either the song or singer, but its worth a listen. Makes you wanna cry and curl up with a chickflick and some ice cream but its amazing.
Its in the Boat that Rocked and is the funny yet touching moment when Simon mouths to it after finding out his wife only married him to have sex with Rhys Ifan's character. I wish I could go back and be around in the 60s, mainly just so I could pretend my life as just basically the musical Hairspray, I think I could work the bouffant.
Guildford tonight with Miss Samantha Gray, its been a while since I just went out to have just a genuinely good time with the girls. Pre-drinking may cause some brash drunkeness on my part but I will refrain from any stupid acts as I usually do of course. If I can completely control myself in Malia then Guildford should be no problemo. Samantha is borrowing my blue dress and I'm defo borrowing her cropped top for thursday as I want everyone to see how bloody tanned I am. One good thing about losing weight is that I can now fit into Sammie's clothes, one problem though is that the clothes for uni I have been buying over the past year and half are now all too big for me. Lol spose I'll have to break out the needle and thread.
On wednesday I am having coffee with someone I have not seen in a long time. Too long really and I think we're gonna have to talk through some stuff which was the main reasons for us having not seen each other, but I'm hoping the overall meet will be ok. I mean you can't spend 3 years with someone then not see them ever again. There wasn't just a relationship there but also a friendship.
My last blog I deleted, mainly because I'd rather talk it out with someone than go across blogs again. Even though the last two attempts to make some sense of the situation have resulted in arguments I spose i'll just be as stubborn as you are being distant. It seems neither of us can see what we've both supposedly done wrong to annoy one another. Hmm. Forget what I said about tonight, have fun. No idea what else I can say cos so far nothing has been right or has given off 'wrong signals'. Also deleted it because the other situation has seemingly healed for the time being apart from the sense of awkwardness and impending future argument which has settled over my house.
I now need to find some clothes in my wardrobe which fit me and don't make me look like I'm wearing some form of hand me down cos they're so big. The fact that i've had to throw away certain items which have turned into what can only be refered to as what Bridget Jones might wear has been a pain, especially as I have no money and its not only my bottom half which has shrunk. FML, plastic surgery?... jk.
I Feel Free by Cream has just completed my life by coming on. Love it, theme song to my life.
Let's Dance by David Bowie would have to accompany that song too. Obviously need to bare this in mind when some film or musical is made about my life... or not.
x


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